Ever feel like something is missing...
something's not quite right?
You wake up in the morning with a general feeling that something is off...
then it hits you again...
whatever the problem is.
Could be a wayward child...
unpaid bills...
a loss of some kind...
or a loved one in pain...
could even be you are the one in pain.
I wake up like this sometimes, well, most times lately.
I simply get up, shake it off, and go on about my day.
Everyone seems to think I'm holding all my feelings inside.
A friend even told me I was being mysterious...
obviously she doesn't read my blog...
out there for the world...
or at least for the ones that read regularly.
What do people want me to do?
Talk about cancer 24/7?
Tell them I'm afraid?
Tell them I cry myself to sleep every night?
Even if these things were true...
why in a million years would I burden them with it?
Doesn't seem right, or productive.
We've been going through this on some level for three years, and someday I'm going to do a post about what I've learned from this experience...on how really to help someone going through a difficult time. It's taught me what really matters when people reach out to you...
what really helps.
Truth is... even with all that's going on with us,
I still feel like the luckiest girl in the world.
I found my soulmate...
My best friend...
When I think about that...
there's nothing much else to say.
Is it really that simple?
Probably not...
So anyway,
here's the update I promised a few posts ago.
I think I've told you most of this, but I honestly can't remember.
I think I've told you most of this, but I honestly can't remember.
Thanks friends!
~Teri